pointless

no. stupid idea.

Worries

I worry alot and I worry about alot of things. Right now it's jobs and money attached to said jobs. The more I look about and see what's out there the more I think I should of stuck to my original idea.... but then again, I still could I think... I could adapt it, make it more then I first thought.... it could be good... but would anyone be interested?

The reason I went into the computing course in the first place was so I could open my own internet cafe type thing... but is there any point now I've a) left college and b) might not make any money.







eurch.

Talk

Thursday night was the first time that I had met with both my best friends together in over a year... which is terrible in a way but made for a very good reunion. Girls being girls they're very interested in the love lives of others, regardless of class or creed, but somehow the talk always moves onto marriage.

Honestly, this confuses me. It's almost like they don't care who it is as long as you can marry them in the end. Well I care, I very much care. I fully intend on getting married, at the right time to the right person.

I don't agree with the whole route society has taken on this one, sure divorce is sometimes needed, but I don't think it should really be thought of as an option until there is nothing else you can do, and part of that is being sure that you want to marry that person in the first place.

I cannot stress enough how much I believe in the right person at the right time.

hodgehegs and tv

was that an "I'd like to"? an "I want to" or what? oh thinking about it hurts

but that aside, things are good, very good

updates

everything i want to play or use is updating. i'm so so bored. why do these things always have perfect timing like this?

heh

When I thought he was mine
She caught him by the mouth

I waited 8 long months
She finally set him free
I told him I couldn't lie
He was the only one for me

Two weeks and we caught on fire
She's got it out for me
But I wear the biggest smile

The Cross

The Cross is a song that I always felt drawn to. It just seemed to descibe perfectly how someone once treated me.

Today on the bus I heard it, and for the first time I didn't feel crippling agony. It still held all the emotions I had felt but it was duller, less immediate and threatening.

It was good!