Despair

*sigh* I'm a complete idiot. Don't ever talk to me when I'm tired, i end up telling everyone everything they ask. i seem to loose the ability to go "no, i won't say x, y or z to you because it will be horrible, i'll change the direction of conversation to a,b or c!"



Regardless, Birthdayness begins tonight at 6 woop woop!



but what no one knew until now is that, the money i was going to spend on either a DS or a new corset i spent on shoes. But these ones are really good and i needed them and oh god it's starting again why won't the shoes ever leave me alone!



i didn't need them. i just wanted them.