Cain

If I go will you follow
Me trough the cracks and hollows
And I would be your Cain
If you would be here now

I can't get this out of my head, something about that song just speaks to me. Maybe I'd just like to have that feeling.

Someone once said to me that she didn't think I could ever fall in love properly because I can't give myself over to someone completely, I'm to guarded with my true thoughts, feelings and wants. I don't think anyone would like to be thought of like that. Certainly made me think.

Ultimately it has worked out worse for someone else, and for that I'm sorry. Blame my friend, I would :P